Coronavirus: ‘Quarantine could drive me back into depression’
A student visiting her mother in Spain fears she will relapse into depression on her return to Scotland following the reintroduction of quarantine for travellers from the country.
Mirjana Gavrilovic Nilsson, 28, said she struggled during the four-month lockdown and could not do another two week-stint in her Edinburgh home.
She said she felt anxious when the rule change was announced on Saturday.
The PhD student is currently staying with her mother in Mallorca.
Ms Gavrilovic Nilsson, who only moved to the capital in January, suffered waves of depression during the lockdown.
"I live on my own and had only moved to Edinburgh so had no local friends," she said.
"During the lockdown, it was like I was numb and had no feelings. I did not want to talk much and deep depressions would come on suddenly, it was extremely hard.
"I was going insane and needed to get out of my flat. It was very isolating and lonely. I have suffered from depression before, it never goes away, but the lockdown triggered the old feelings again and I could feel them coming back."
Ms Gavrilovic Nilsson said she went to visit her mother Birgitta, 52, in Mallorca as soon as the lockdown restrictions began to ease and flights resumed.
She said: "I am very close to my mother and hadn't seen her since Christmas. I grew up in Spain and I thought if I could visit my family it would help me recover from the lockdown isolation.
"The lockdown affected me badly so it was great to be home with my mother and brother but I'm still not fully recovered yet.
"So when I heard on Saturday that Scotland was imposing a quarantine I felt devastated and anxious because I don't know how I'm going to cope.
"It's not just another 14 days for me, its much more than that for me with mental health issues."
Ms Gavrilovic Nilsson's flight home is booked for 4 August. She said she cannot postpone the date as she has coursework to do and no extra money for a new flight.
She said: "For the government to impose the rules at such short notice is ill-founded and should not have happened.
"I only went because I wouldn't have to quarantine on return. I waited specifically for the rules to be changed because I knew if I had to do that (self-isolate) my psyche would plummet into an even deeper depression.
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